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who am I? good question if I told you an answer to that question I would be fake with you because the truth is that I don't know who I am, and what defines me anyways. is it my name (Brice Necker) ? is it the things i like to do well no because I am not paintball and i am not video games. Perhaps my reputation defines what I am!? but then again false rumors can be made so easily and spread fast and I believe people can change so i'm definetly not my reputation. Am I the money I have or the stuff I own? No that wouldn't amount to anything. Not an answer, not a reason, not even a false sense of security. I hate money. I hate working my life away to make more money to buy more stuff to try and make myself feel better or try and make others feel worse. Money is worthless in my eyes it can't give me true happiness or anyone for that matter. Money is just something to play with I guess. "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy and where thieves do not break in and steal. FOR WHERE YOUR TREASURE IS, THERE YOUR HEART WILL BE ALSO.....   ...... NO ONE CAN serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot SERVE both GOD AND MONEY. - Matthew 6: 19-21,24. "  So if treasure isn't just money what else is it. Perhaps it is in fame, everyone wants to be remembered, liked, and respected so maybe you will find happiness in fame. Nah! too shallow for that to be it. perhaps you treasure a certain relationship with some one... maybe even some one we love more than ourselves... bla ha ha humanity is very selfish and it's hard to find a genuine selfless person. Why do people compromise their morals... well thats another good question to ask that we may never know but maybe they never belived in them in the first place maybe whats in our hearts is displayed outwardly and so wouldn't it be whats in our hearts that makes us who we are? I think so. The treasure we search for is going to decide how we live and how we act so if our treasure is money, power, or fame we are going to strive for that, but if instead we store up our treasures in heaven we should live our lives to reflect that... and if we don't then we are FAKE. I think we all need to decide what our treasure is and go for it and only then will we know who we are. So who am I? ... Only God knows and the only way I am going to find out is by growing closer to God.

Alright,

so you wanna read something about my life do you....

here you go, I'm living in Drews basement and thats pretty cool a constant gaming convention, I'm going to CCC in Hastings and it's not too bad in fact I enjoy most of it, I don't have a job nor am I in a hurry to get one.

I guess you could say i'm the biggest bum on earth just by reading that and ..... your not far off

I went back to Hordville this weekend and it was cool to go hang out with some of my friends from high school not to mention i still get to hang out with some friends from camp... I am on visit friends overload and it's awesome.

life overall feels kinda dull since camp ended all I do is play video games now not to mention i feel like i already gained the freshman 15 and i have only had 2 weeks of school not bad... if it was muscle... but it's not

so the lesson to be learned from all this is... friends are awesome but being lazy all the time will make you fat and loose whatever tan you tried to get this summer